Some of you may have read this story of mine before, but I hope you enjoy it. Next week I promise to bring some lightness to this blog. I feel like I have been too much on the "feeling" and not on the "funny" but it's been an emotional time and it tends to bring out the sentimental side of me.
I remember being snuggled in bed at my Grandmother’s house, clutched
in my hand was my beloved Lamby-Pie, a stuffed animal of a black faced
lamb. Lamby-Pie was made of soft white lamb's wool, at least Lamby had
been white, when I was originally given him but he had turned into a
shade of well-loved beige over the years. I unconsciously rubbed his paw
gently against my cheek as I waited, waited for the sound I knew would
It was Christmas morning and I was still
very sleepy from staying up too late to open my “Non-Santa” presents on
Christmas Eve. I loved Christmas Eve with all our family, and the
presents of course, but I always loved Christmas morning more, because
it's when my favorite present would come.
beginning to drift off to sleep again when it came, the sound of coffee
beans being ground in the kitchen. It was the sound of my Grandmother
starting her day. I couldn't wait any longer. I pulled back the covers
and slipped into my new slippers and robe, because it was cold upstairs,
not like my house far away in sunny California. I walked down the
stairs quietly, careful not to step on any of the creaky spots, because I
didn’t want to wake anyone else.
The windows were
frosted over at the edges and outside there was a new snowfall,
something I rarely saw. It was so beautiful that I had to stop and look.
The snow twinkled in the early morning light like diamonds on a white
blanket, but I didn’t want to spend too much time looking - not with my
present waiting for me.
“Hello sweetheart, Merry Christmas! Come and give me a big hug.” My Grandmother called to me as I entered the kitchen.
was held by my grandmother’s warm embrace. I could smell coffee and the
special almond soap my grandmother used. I breathed it in… a smell I
loved with all my heart, and still do. I held tightly to my beloved
grandmother and before I fully let her go I squeezed her hard one more
“That was a big hug for a small girl!” My
grandmother said as she pulled a small beautiful box, wrapped in shiny
silver paper and white velvet ribbon, from her robe pocket. “Look, I
found this under the tree. I think Santa left it for you. Why don’t you
take it to the table while I make our special breakfast?”
sat down and watched as my grandmother prepared our special breakfast
of oatmeal with brown sugar. I forgot the beautiful package, still
clutched in my hands, as we spoke, because it was this moment I'd
waited all year for - it was the pink satin of my grandmother’s robe,
not the red velvet of Santa’s which kept me up all morning. It was this
special time, before the rest of the world woke up, when I had my
grandmother all to myself that I looked forward to each year. It is
these moments I will remember, for the rest of my life, as my favorite